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In a world where silence around mental health remains deafening, one woman chose to speak. Loudly. Truthfully. Bravely.

Deepi, a former educator, mother, and now debut author, opens up about her life with bipolar disorder in her raw and evocative memoir Cuckoo in the Vineyard. The book is not merely a narrative—it is a lifeline, a confession, and a call to action all in one.

“I was drowning,” Deepi shares. “Not just in pain, but in silence. Writing this book wasn’t a choice. It was survival.”

Born and raised in a small cantonment town with a disciplined upbringing, Deepi followed what many would consider a conventional path—marriage, motherhood, a career in education. But beneath the surface, her mind was a battlefield of extremes: euphoric highs and soul-crushing lows that went unnamed for years. Her eventual diagnosis of bipolar disorder type 2 and borderline personality disorder (BPD) came after years of emotional chaos, confusion, and quiet suffering.

“I felt like a misfit,” she says. “For years, I masked my feelings, doubting myself, until one day, I broke.”

Cuckoo in the Vineyard is Deepi’s response to that break. Spanning her experiences of trauma, love, motherhood, and mental illness, the book doesn’t offer linear healing or easy resolutions. Instead, it presents the messy reality of living with bipolar disorder—the shame, the stigma, and ultimately, the choice to survive.

What sets this memoir apart is its voice. Deepi doesn’t write as a self-help guru or a polished influencer. She writes as a woman who is living it. Her words cut deep, sometimes uncomfortably so, but always honestly.

“The book is raw, messy, and unedited in parts. Just like the experience of living with a mood disorder. I didn’t want to hide behind metaphors. I wanted to show the truth.”

Since its quiet digital release on Amazon, Cuckoo in the Vineyard has been gaining attention through word of mouth, social media reels, and mental health advocacy platforms. The author has also launched a series of carousel posts busting myths around bipolar disorder and is inviting readers to join her in creating safe spaces online and offline to discuss mental health.

A few impressive and impactful posts from the book read as:

If you’ve ever felt alone in your mind, this book is for you. I’m not a hero—I’m just someone who chose to live.”

I was a beautiful clock, no-one could rely on.

Until I smashed the hands of time and let the cuckoo finally scream.”

Mental health professionals, educators, and readers alike are responding to the book’s authenticity. “Deepi's voice is powerful because it's real,” says one early reviewer. “She gives shape to emotions we often fail to articulate.”

The book has already sparked conversations across cities like Noida, Gurgaon, Mumbai, Nasik, Delhi, to name a few, where the author has been invited for readings and podcasts. She’s now working on launching a mental health podcast of her own, focusing on adolescents and caregivers, and is planning a series of author events under the brand “Deepi – The Pen Woman.

Through her book, Deepi not only tells her story but also raises questions about the larger mental health ecosystem in India—lack of awareness, diagnosis delays, and the emotional labor women endure behind closed doors.

As the nation begins to open up more dialogues around mental wellness, Deepi’s Cuckoo in the Vineyard serves as a timely reminder that healing doesn’t always look pretty—but it is possible.

So, what does she hope readers take away from the memoir?

“That it’s okay to not be okay. That you are not your diagnosis. And that choosing to live—even with pain—is the most courageous thing you can do.

Where to Buy:
Cuckoo in the Vineyard is available on Notion Press, Amazon India, Flipkart, Amazon UK, Kobo, and Kindle. Follow the author on Instagram at @the_pen_woman for links, updates, events, review copies, interviews, collaborations and mental health content.